Almost perfect!

There's this guy. There's this girl. And you know where this story is heading. Good.

So this guy, he is perfect in her definition. She's met a couple of perfect guys, there's faisal (a boy she knows in school, whose rich, handsome and smart...he carries a phone in school when back then school student doesnt have one), there's her lecturer Tengku Amir and most recently her senior a.ka. an advocate & solicitor now.

Whose is perfect? Fine..so nobody's perfect. We all get that. But wrong! There are people who are perfect, i mean it doesn;t have to be flawless. Its just perfect when it seems that they have all the good qualities.

So back, to the girl-biy story. This girl likes him. She tells him everthing for goodness sake!and that the problem with this girl. She just like to go on and on with this guy whom she knows, the relationship has till now, gone nowhere. Since they met, its always been a plain relationship, she think there's a spark but on the other side,...gosh,,,he shows interest but he's not actually doing anything.

It's come to the point where now, she realizes that this relationship, as much as she cherished and care for him, part of her says that this just go on. She can get stuck up with this guy, when who knows what he;s thinking. She wants to move on but it's getting difficult. She wants to tell him everyting important thats going on in her life, but she feels that is kindda useless to do so.

Why waste it on someones who doesn't really care?

Now, she's listening to 'independent women' and 'survivor' by destiny child.hahaha.and he roomates is saying..what is going on with all the girl power song?

Be supportive ok girls. This girl is trying to get over him. Well...that's not quite the term is it...what is there to get over when nothing ever started yet.

OK, she's trying to get used to the situation of always having him to tell everything.  

Reborn

Its been like...gosh..i dont even know for how many months..probably almost a year since my last post. I even thought about abandoning my blog....or make a new want..but then that would take a lot of time..ahahaha...you know what i mean..with all the backrounds..title..what to write and all tha stuff. So i'll just continue with this : )

The last time i wrote, i was just starting my L.L.B Hons..and now..WALA!i'm almost at the end. I am at the end.Ending..Soon.

And its just really weird how times goes by so fast without even realizing it. I still remember when i was at DSB registering for L.L.B..and they gave me this list of name with grioups.I have no idea what all that is for. And senior partner?what is that?i only came to know..when Hani came up to me and said..Yana ko senior partner? And i was like..what is that?how do you know?Duh!ade kat dalam list name tu la ilyana salleh.hehehe.

And the list of people in my group, there were 5 of us. Its just realy amazing how we get along and got to know each other. I remeber CK, i knew her since Asasi for about 4 years, yet i never spoke to her until we were brought together in L.L.B.And all the others in my firm as well, it was only like a Hi-Bye conversation.So its defintly just amazing how i was brought out of my comfort zone getting used to be with poeple whom i know. 

Coming to L.L.B, i know it was not going to be easy. I know there were a lot of subjects to cope up. Assignment. Everyday. Lastnights.It was excatly what i expected it to be honestly, including how much i was going to enjoy it. 

Becoming a senior partner,it's not even a real one.Ilyana&Partners?its not even a real firm. But it has no doubt tought me a lot. Being a leader, oh the surface, people say that its really is not that difficult. After all all the work are done as a firm/group. But its not like that. Trust me.All senior partners of L.L.BHOns Uitm will agree. We do twice the work. We suffer twice the emotional. We worry twice.I never asked to be appointed as one,,none of us.For me, its a great opportunity for me. I enjoy being an SP.Well...there were times when i am greatly unsatisfied with some of the firmates, and sometimes i think to myself..why do i have to do all this editing and compiling and worrying!But its only temporary.thinking about it, i cannot imagine myself being in llb without being an SP.its just all part of a learning process and experience that i would not trade for anything. 

I will defintly miss my office, the place where i spend most of my precious time. The people there.It was there where i think my real life as a  law student begin.