Weekends of Marriage [ hugs ]

I noticed that many people are getting married this weekends. Love is really in the air uh. Actually i think its because of the school holidays, so many people find it convenience to have it this week. My parents are away in Johor attending a weeding of their friend on Sunday. And yesterday (Saturday) of friend of whom i know also got married. And today two of my friend got married, which i am only able to attend one.

Selamat Pengantin Baru Yati & Bad....and aslo to Farah Fadz!

Suppossingly as planned, i was only going to attend Yatie's wedding, however, then i got stuck with Hani who insisted that i followed her to her friend's wedding in Kota Damansara. That friend of her is also a friend of mine, but she's in a different class, not really close to her, but yea, i know her. So my regards goes to her too. 

Come to think of it, i think there has been some "wedding-spirit" in my family. My sister is getting married this year. Its not a surprise but still duh~ wedding. And then suddenly, like in the spur of a moment my bro is getting engaged!Now i heard that my dad is trying to persue my other brother to...you know...like tie the knot. This really is like wedding season all the way!

Since i've just thrown myself in writing this wedding-spirit-post, i'm just gonna put some of my thoughts about marriage. You know how most of us use to say when asked "hey, when are you going to get married"...and we comfortly replied "ala...lame lagi...muda lagi". 

Honestly, i dont believe in that. I think the only reason for saying those words is because we havent found the right person. The one person that we cannot live without seeing or talking to them for a day. That one person that as cliche as it is, when we think of love, we think of them. The reason for doing everything soon becomes because of them. That only person that we want to tell and share everything with.

I dont think age matter. I dont think because of being too young, therefore i'm not meant to get married. I can be young, I can laugh at silly things and I can buy cupcakes because I think its cute and not because its taste good. But If i found that right person, that mr.perfect which i believe exist, then i really don't see why there is any reason to say no.

I think marriage is beautiful. Its a state where you have finally get to see the person you love everyday and spend it for the rest of your live. Its comforting, that you found someone who doesnt judge you because of what you do. Its soothing that everytime you make up a conversation you dont have to prove anything to him/her. You can be ridicilous and they will still love you.

For those who choose to do it at a young age, all i can say is that they are lucky to have found their solemate. Some has to wait for years to find theirs, so they should cherish it. There is also a saying like when someone marries young then they dont get to enjoy their young-hood.(is that what it is called). You know what, if you found the right person, the one that understands you, i really dont think it is an issue. 

But of course, we must be financially ready, which is another topic open for discussion.haha. You know nothing is free these days. You dont have the cash then you got serious problems.

Anyway, that's just some of my thoughts on marriage and i am not on the line.There's enough marriage going on in the family. And because of that i'm going to have to get used to the question "hey,bile nk kawin pulak...lepas ni yana la kawin pulak tu"...in my heart "yeah..love to.just get me mr.matt!"(i'm getting carried away with UglyBetty.She has a new man in her life.Super adorable. And damn it!why does Betty gets a perfect guy.Always!.And his name is Matt).

Should i say it out loud? I AM NOT GETTING MARRIED YET...[hugs] = )

It's Complicated!

It's really is just tacky that lately i find myself always writing and thinking about my so-called-love-relationship. All this while i was fine being the single independent without no love tanglement around me..until i met someone (well..we didnt really meet in the literal meaning yet).

I donno where the relationship is going exactly. Sometimes i think its just going to be another one of my relationship that never got anywhere. And i use to think that it was him that was afraid to take it to the next level, when i realise that i was too was afraid. It was that feeling that when you liked someone so much, you're afraid to change how the it was. Afraid that when it change that it either get better or not. And the fact that it could not scares me ( am i over reacting?).

But whaever it is, i think i kindda spoilt the relationship already. And  i know this is not the first that i said that, but i really think that this is it. So i'm gonna have to just deal with it. Probably its for the best for both of us. I hope he'll find his happiness, truly. And i'm also sorry for all that i've costed him.Sighs~

BTW, i can't sleep!!!!