It's really is just tacky that lately i find myself always writing and thinking about my so-called-love-relationship. All this while i was fine being the single independent without no love tanglement around me..until i met someone (well..we didnt really meet in the literal meaning yet).
I donno where the relationship is going exactly. Sometimes i think its just going to be another one of my relationship that never got anywhere. And i use to think that it was him that was afraid to take it to the next level, when i realise that i was too was afraid. It was that feeling that when you liked someone so much, you're afraid to change how the it was. Afraid that when it change that it either get better or not. And the fact that it could not scares me ( am i over reacting?).
But whaever it is, i think i kindda spoilt the relationship already. And i know this is not the first that i said that, but i really think that this is it. So i'm gonna have to just deal with it. Probably its for the best for both of us. I hope he'll find his happiness, truly. And i'm also sorry for all that i've costed him.Sighs~
BTW, i can't sleep!!!!
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