Finally & Officially

27012012


Some of those i mentioned in my speech....
A)

B)

C)

XOX.

The best at what i do!

I am the worse financial manager ever! If there is ever such award, i think i would mostly deserve it.

Here's why..

1. I love to shop 

What the surprise with this one right, because ever girl does. No guilt with this one.

2. I make excuse so i can buy.

I realize this habit of mine recently. Even though i don't need a particular item, but since i saw it's on sale and it's nice (bargain), i will have this idea like 'you know what, since it's on sale i could buy this for my mother since i already have a watch' or 'it's okay to buy this, sooner or later i might need it'.

3.I don't give a damn if i don't have money

Even in critical condition where i know i don't have that budget to go and buy things i don't need, i will still find some way to do it. If i don't buy things, i'll spurge on a starbucks and some some costly restaurants and cafe.  

I just don't know when to stop!

Oh ya, when i'm worried i will spend without guilt! Like right now, im kindda nervous for my Long Call tomorrow, im restless and i feel like i have so much to do (which i don't know what i have do anyways), so i decided to go to Starbucks. Another excuse huh.

Off.

XOX.

p/s is getting married this nervous too?

Post Wedding

This is a continuation of my previous post, where the make-up gone bad. Remember after my face got painted, i rushed to the toilet with my friend Ainn?

I know i said something, well, maybe a lot of things when i was shocked at how i looked, but apparently according to Ainn, i sounded 'very dramatic' and turns out to be funny.

Ainn said, i was like 'no no no' 'i don't wanna do this' 'i don't know who im looking at'. HAHAHA!! i can imagine how i sounded, because i remember clearly i did said all those things.

Oh well, i know i can be a little dramatic sometimes.

When we talked about it yesterday, we seriously laughed our lungs out. 

It was a good laugh. Haven't laughed that hard for i can't remember when. 

A little freaked out moment

Last week, one of my best friend got hitched! It was approximately about 11.45 a.am at the Masjid Wilayah where the akad nikah took place and sah!

At her kenduri persandingan, i was the brides maid. hahaha! Everything went well, except the part where Nadia did not know. I arrived early at the hall, and just as i arrived, her aunts starts pulling me to the sides for a makeup session. I was uncomfortable to be honest, but i was trying as hard as i could to respect the whole event. I thought the make-up i had on was fine, i got freaked when i saw her aunt starts putting so many things on my face! I can tell there were so many colors, because she wasn't stopping, she was putting so many things on my face, and i couldnt see how i looked! I told her 'makcik saya tak nk tebal and banyak sangat kaler', and she acknowledged, she said 'tak tak, ini nautral je semua'. Sorry, but i just don't trust her hand, because she is just smooching every god damn eye shadow on the pallets. I have a BAD BAD feeling. I have another friend, Ainn, accompanying me that day. She asked her 'okay ke?'. She did not answer me. Then once in awhile, i gave her a face to hint her i wanted to know how the make up on my face was, and she gave me back a face. I CHOKED. This mist be bad. 

I don't like thick colored lipstick on my lips. I just like a pinch of color on my lips. That is just how i prefer it. But Nadia aunt's was smooching A LOTT of lipstick on me, then i saw her putting lipgloss pulaakkk! I swear i almost screamed STOP! 

I'm sorry makcik, but i think she was like 'syok sendiri' make-up-ing me. After (i think) she was done, she wanted to do my hair pulaaakk! I just have to refuse this time. Of course, i decline politely. Nevertheless, the makcik sempat nk sikat2 my hair!! 

As i stood up and get ready to ran, all the makcik around there was saying, 'ha,,baru la cantik'. I was a bit suspicious, i mean betul ke cantik makeup dia,, because i feel horrible. Then the  make-up makcik wanted to do more, she was like 'jap2, kena tambah blusher lagi bagi naik pipi'. I decline. I have a horrible feeling i am looking like a clown right now.  

I rushed to the toilet.

I was right. I swear i almost cried and ran out of the hall and just go home. 

I looked like a PONDAN!!!

There were too many colors on my cheeks, my eyes, my lips. Overall, i looked tanned! My lips were like 'sememeh dgn lipstick'. I was horrified, i don't even know who i was looking at the mirror!

Thank god my friend, Ainn was there..........she calmed me down,subsequently, we got rid (tonned down) the make and colors, so that i looked less BAPOK. 

Final result, i swear, this wasn't how i looked like when the makcik make-up me. 

Anyways,, That was new. I had someone make-up me before, but it wasn't like that all. But Nadia looked pretty.

Whatever happens, i love you Nadia! Selamat Pengantin Baru!! 

p/s did not expect you to be married this soon, but that's okay! = )

Something ppl doesn't think

Saying to a skinny person who is naturally skinny, that she should eat, she looks sick because she's too thin, or she looks like she has no flesh has the same effect as saying to a fat person that she is fat, and she should really start to exercise or you won't find any clothes to fit you.

I bet people don't realize that, because they easily say those things to skinny person as if we're okay with it, yet when we say it to a fat person, they say we are being brutally honest. 

Down to Earth.

Ya Allah,

I have never been a good muslim. Time after time i have always repeat and continuously disobey your order. I never learn my lesson, yet i keep and hope that you grant me so many wishes. 

I feel so blessed that after all that i am today, you have continuously grant me so many wishes that i don't even know what i did to deserve it.  

I was sad today by a happy news to another. I believe that it was a result and consequences of my action for disobeying your orders. But suddenly, i received a good news. 

I'm so blessed, that you have given me this good news.

I'm ashamed to even ask more, but Ya Allah, please grant me this wish, and i promise to change. 

Amin.

Hello 2012

This song sums up my 2011.

For 2012, I hope for a better year. 

Pls do listen to the song = )