Some ppl needs to chill

Generally, i am a happy person (think ive said that a couple of times on my blog). I have low degree of annoyance (which mean i don't get annoyed easily) but i have high degree of tolerance (which mean i have almost zero tolerance for shit).

Some ppl get all serabut and panic and all when they are under preasure or over sensitive over something. Seriously I can't stand these type of ppl.

What the hell? You ppl need to chill and relax!

Some ppl have bigger and more serious problems than you are dealing with so stop acting like it's the end of the world and tarik muka seribu for the rest of of life.

Jangan jadi sad and pathetic.

Speechless

Okay, i guess now the news that i will be leaving is out in the open. Nevertheless, you still can't ask me anything about it. You can hear, you can comment but you can't ask. Not just yet.

Anyways, my office is organizing like a tea-party to celebrate me leaving. My office is organizing a high-tea in conjunction with me leaving. There will be a gathering of people, im sure all are in a happy mode like we're going to a party of something. Maybe there will be presents and cards. Speech. All eyes on me. Not to mention suddently everyone wants to take pictures with me.

Do you people know me? Im like Christina Yang in Grey's Anatomy. I don't like to feel "loved". Well, at least i don't like to show it. I don't like lovely dovy and touchy moments except with my boyfriend. My family don't have parties on birthdays. We don't do surprises. We have family dinner on birthdays where people all sit together in a table to say our prayer and a pep talk on how growing up should be by dad. Yeah. We are cold people.

Anyways again, I actually think they are organizing this too soon. I mean i have like another 2 weeks to go.

Should i start preparing a speech now? What am i suppose to say?

Urgh, this just isn't me.

I need consult!

At Point Blank

There has got to be a point where certain remarks just isn't that funny anymore.

For a fact, i hate name tag. I seldom wear them. But for change, i am wearing them now because i'm over these remarks ppl give me that they think i'm chinese and when i start telling them ny name and even spelling it for them, they are like "ha?. why so weird lah ur name. i thought you're chinese". So now that i have my name tag on, you know what i am, right? so don't give me that surprise look.

But today, this one particular Mr. Lawyer as soon as he saw me, i don't know why he has to shout and let the whole court knows. He's like "waaah. I thought chinese!". Excuse me Mr. Blind, but did you not see my name tag and jakun sangat ke tak pernah tgk Malay rupa mcm chinese, Malay rupa mcm Indian and whatsoever. Jeez!

p/s I am not that obvious so will you ppl just quit it!!

After Life.

When we were in school, we were pushed to be the top student so we could either get into the top classes or go to boarding school (because admit it, we live in a country where getting into a bording school are considered the elite, for bright students).

Then, when got passed that, we entered high school and we were pushed to score straight As so that we could be a doctor. no? okay, correction. We were pushed to score straight As so that we could get into University. And yes, at this point we thought to ourself that this is it, the kind of freedom that we have been dreaming of...the fun, bfs and gfs, friends, like those we seen on TV, 90210 or whatever. We want that.

Once we were in it, we realise that the chase is not over. We get sick of the whole when-will-study-be-over and we dream of the after life when we finally graduated and start earning money so we could shop all we want and buy unlimited stock of clothes, shoes and go for vacation. And we believe, that after we reached that phrase, everything will work out fine. We finally have a job. What more is there to ask for, right?

Well, at least thats how i see it or how i went through. Only to realise that, this is the hardest part. Why? because this is the part when you will want more (again, at least for me). Why? because before it was only about getting a job that pays, you think that is what you need-just the job that pays you enough. But no! Once you get here, it will never be enough. Not just the money, but the part where hopes and dreams comes tag along. You have a job but it won't get you to your dreams. So you search and you're torn between having just a job or having the dream job.

Like i have said before, i wish i was born simple. I'm sorry, but i am greedy and i will always want more. Having just a job for me right now is not good enough for me. I want a job that'll take me places.

I admit, letting go of my job right now is the most risky thing i have done. But it would also be the bravest move i have ever made. It is not going to be easy. But i guess i don't want easy. I will deal with it. I'll cross the bidge when i get there.

Quoting from Grey's Anatomy Season 7 from Yang.

"You are either born simple or me"

Which one are you?

p/s there is nothing wrong with wanting the simplist thing in life. i admire those who does.

Korea, I miss You

I was reading through a few blogs and quite a few are counting their days to Seoul Korea. It hit me that it's been a year now when i visited Korea. Oh god, I miss that country.

It has also been a year since my last vacation and Damn it! I need one right now!

Strangest news on a Friday Morning.

Curtesy of yahoo news...

Man's penis cut off, put through garbage disposal

WESTMINSTER, Calif. (AP) — Prosecutors say an argument over houseguests led a Southern California woman to cut off her estranged husband's penis and put it down a garbage disposal.

 

Catherine Kieu, 48, was charged Wednesday with torture in a case that has garnered international attention and could land her behind bars for life.

 

Kieu appeared briefly in Orange County Superior Court in a navy blue jail jumpsuit, hiding her face with her long, dark hair. She was appointed a public attorney and denied bail.

 

She was placed in the jail's medical ward to be psychologically evaluated, sheriff's spokesman Jim Amormino told the Orange County Register.

 

The petite woman whose chains clanked as she shuffled into the caged area of the courtroom where inmates are held will return to court July 22 for her arraignment, which was continued on Wednesday, and a bail review hearing.

 

Kieu and her husband were still living together in a Garden Grove condo that he owned. He had filed for divorce in May, and they argued before the attack about friends staying at the condo, authorities said.

 

On Monday night, police say Kieu spiked a meal and served it to the victim.

 

The 60-year-old man started to feel sick and went to lie down, then awoke tied to the bed as Kieu attacked him with a 10-inch kitchen knife, police said.

 

She then put the penis down a garbage disposal, police said.

 

"It's hard to believe what would motivate a person to do this sort of thing," the district attorney's chief of staff, Susan Kang Schroeder, said outside court. "It's one of the worst things you could do to a person short of killing him."

 

Police did not release the victim's name. He underwent surgery and was listed in good condition at University of California at Irvine Medical Center, hospital spokesman John Murray said.

 

Murray declined to say whether the penis was reattached or provide any additional details about the victim's condition, citing patient privacy laws.

 

Dr. Joel Gelman heads UC Irvine's Center for Reconstructive Urology, didn't comment on the victim specifically but said a severed penis is "a terrible loss and it's the hardest thing, in our specialty, to deal with surgically."

 

In cases of penis loss, a penis-like structure with limited utility can be constructed using flesh and skin from the forearm, said Gelman.

 

Kieu was charged with one felony count of torture, one felony count of aggravated mayhem and sentencing enhancements for great bodily injury and personal use of a knife. If convicted of all counts, she could face life in prison without the possibility of parole.

 

Garden Grove Police Lt. Jeff Nightengale said Kieu called police Monday night to report a medical emergency and told arriving officers "he deserved it" before pointing to the room where the victim was found bleeding profusely. She was taken into custody without incident and refused to talk to officers further.

 

The couple was married in December 2009. When the victim filed for divorce, he cited irreconcilable differences, court records show. Kieu was slowly moving her things out of the condo, authorities said.

 

The victim declined to comment when he was reached by phone Tuesday by the Register.

 

"This is a private matter," he said.

 

A call by The Associated Press to a phone number listed on court documents for the victim was answered Wednesday by a person who promptly hung up.

Officers visited the victim on Tuesday and found him in "amazingly good spirits considering everything he has gone through," Nightengale said.

 

In 1993, Lorena Bobbitt cut off her husband's penis in Virginia and threw it out of her car window into a field on the side of the road. She claimed years of sexual abuse drove her to the attack, and she was acquitted by reason of insanity.

 

The penis was later reattached.

**thank god! = P

Rosmah beli cincin RM24j

Sebuah kumpulan yang menamakan diri mereka sebagai Solidariti Anak Muda Malaysia (SAMM) membuat laporan kepada Suruhanjaya Pencegahan Rasuah Malaysia cawangan Pulau Pinang berhubung dakwaan pembelian sebentuk cincin oleh isteri Perdana Menteri, Datin Seri Rosmah Mansor.

 

Ketua SAMM Badrul Hisham Shaharin berkata beliau juga akan menyerahkan salinan cetakan dokumen itu dari skrin komputer bagi membuktikan pembelian cincin berharga RM24.4 juta itu bebas daripada dikenakan cukai import.

 

Menurut Badrul, yang popular dengan panggilan Chegubard, berdasarkan maklumat yang diterima SAMM pada 16 April lalu, berlian yang dikenali sebagai“Natural Fancy Gray Cushion Cut Diamond” diterbangkan melalui Lapangan Terbang Antarabangsa Kuala Lumpur.

 

Harga barangan itu diletakkan pada RM24,458,400, dakwanya.

 

Antara maklumat tertera pada cetakan komputer itu adalah:

 

Nama Barangan: Natural Fancy Blue Gray Cushion Cut Diamond

 

Nama Pengekspot : Jacob & Co dari New York

 

Nama Pengimpot: Datin Seri Paduka Rosmah Mansor dan Jeremi Beh Sin Tee

 

Tarikh Impot: 6-04-2011

 

Tempat Impot : KLIA

 

Sehubungan itu, Badrul menggesa SPRM mengadakan siasatan secara terperinci dan telus sebelum menyatakan hasil siasatan.

 

"Kita mendesak SPRM untuk tampil menyatakan hasil siasatan mereka kepada umum kerana ini melibatkan bukan sedikit jumlah wang rakyat Malaysia."

 

Beliau berkata cetakan maklumat yang diperolehi "hampir mustahil" untuk dipalsukan.

 

"Hampir mustahil untuk seseorang membekalkan butiran penerbangan, nama pegawai kastam yang bertugas, nama pengimport dan sebagainya," kata beliau.

 

"Ini mengingatkan kita kepada negara jiran kita yang pernah dihancurkan oleh seorang wanita pertama yang bernama Imelda Marcos. Kita tidak mahu negara kita jadi begitu.

 

“Cukuplah rakyat yang terseksa. Kita tidak mahu orang yang bernama sebagai wanita pertama bersikap sedemikian rupa." tambahnya.

 

Badrul turut menggesa Rosmah tampil memberi penjelasan bersabit dakwaan itu, khususnya mengenai cetakan maklumat pengisytiharan Kastam yang diperolehinya.

 

Beliau juga berkata syarikat Jacob dan Co yang dikatakan mengeksport cincin itu, turut dikaitkan dengan barangan perhiasan yang diguna oleh isteri Perdana Menteri.

 

"Jacob & Co merupakan sebuah syarikat yang berpengkalan di New York. Beberapa barang keluarannya yang terpapar dalam web sitenya, kita dapat padankannya dengan beberapa perhiasan yang sering dipakai oleh Rosmah Mansor," katanya.

 

Beliau juga mempersoalkan bagaimana pengimport cincin berlian itu mendapat pengecualian cukai bagi membawa masuk perhiasan itu.

 

"Adakah suami individu yang dinamakan di atas menggunakan kuasanya sebagai Menteri Kewangan untuk memperolehi cukai kosong itu?" soalnya.

**weeeyy, mahalnya lah cincin 24 juta. Perlu ke semahal tu. Most important, guna duit siapa????I don't have anything political against this this lady, but i really do think she need to tone it down a little. I mean she is the First Lady after all, she should resembles the people. You go around preaching ppl to overcome poverty, and all, but you walk around with a 24 million ring and surgery costing millions and everything. My god....

 

Just Don't

Don't be so full of ignorance of our self that we don't realise what we have done to others.

p/s crying.

Counting Days

I am officially pronouncing that i am counting my days.