Thursday, September 24, 2009

Gone too soon, my dear friend CT Zubaidah.

2 days before Raya, i and the rest of the people who knew her was shocked to get the news that our beloved friend CT Zubaidah Zainal Abidin had passed away. I recieved the call from a friend at about 7.00, i couldn't not believe the news. But the reality is she had left us. She died in a tragic car accident in Sabak Bernam. I pray and hope that she rest in peace and ditempatkan dikalangan orang yang beriman.

Dear CT,

I fell your absence already. We were in the same class during L.L.B...i still have a lot of your pictures with me and when i go through it, its almost hard to believe that you are no longer around, when i had just spoken to you on the phone just days before the accident. We grew closer when we both reported duty at the AG, didn't we? I still remember you slept over at my house during the training at Ilkap, all still fresh in my memory.

Dear CT,

I will always remember you as the girl with a lot of spirit. Always smiling and cheerful. You will remain in my memory as that happy girl with a strong spirit. All that you've gone through during your studies, i saw you cried, you cheered and you being angry. All those emotion of you still so real to me.

To my late beloved friend...i pray that your life diberkati Allah s.w.t. May you rest in peace and ditempatkan di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman. To her family, my condolences goes out to them, i cannot imagine how they are going through. Be strong. To all of us that knew her, Al- Fatihah to her. Be strong too.

This raya and the rest of the days.

Be safe people.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfirtri

I haven't been posting anything for some time since my last post. No time. No mood. Tired. Nothing really important to write about.
A lot have happen in my working life, but i'm getting used to it so there isn;t any point of writing about it and complaining it. Exception of course in reality is another side of the story.
Something worth sharing i guess is the fact that i just recieved my first paycheck about a week ago. It was a big sum considering it is a two and a half month sweat!Supposingly it is three month, but somehow along the line there was some problem with the management, and so the ramaining will be once again bought forward to the next month.Ah!Whatever!
I by pass some events taking place, in particular the Merdeka Day..and yes, not to late to wish all the muslim Selamat Berpuasa (we still have some days of puasa to go).
There were also some unpleasant acts taking place in my family which i rather not talk about in public. But it was unpleasant. unexpected. I hope things will resolve soon.
My sister is getting married this raya, so that should be exciting. I mean, it is! I was there with her her whole single life, and anticipating her marriage, i was also there witnessing how and when she met him. And when they did, i was there helping her preparing for her big day. It's going to be a busy raya. I haven't even finish doing my raya shopping yet.
Oh ya, i'm still at the office. Everyone seems to have dissapear into their raya holiday, and there is only two-three person left. Tommorow will be friday and i can't imagine how mood-less it will be here. The silence in the office. The raya mood lingering in everyone's head. Cold. Haha..
Anyways...
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir Batin