A story too late.

It's been a really busy week this last week!I had to finish drafting my first affidavit and boy, does it takes a lot of effort and work.Thank god there were many people there who are already experts in it to guide me. On top of that, i had to go to an advisory training for two days, which got my affidavit pending its completion.But on friday i managed to get it done, and by next it can be filed (i hope).

The advisory training was just like any other training, where the first partwas just listening to talks and the second part was the practical part....only to find out later that someone who i thought was not coming to that training suddently showed up...which is like awkward for me when i see him because i didnt know how to actually response to him. Well, you see it's because the last time we saw each other, the situation was kindda like hanging. Things did not resolved, and it got to the point that we both we were avoiding each other.And if there were any chances that we were going to get bumped into each other, of yeah, we will not take that chances.

I guess its a good thing that we bumped into each other that day because sooner or later since we're in the same service, we are going to need each other. But its awkward!so okay, first we just bumped into each other and so we exchange smile.Thats fine with me.Totally cool and safe as we didnt have to talk.Then there is a second time, where he got kindda lost and i guess i'm the only one there who he can ask.So basically...can i say its like we were forced to talk?The conversation there wasn't so bad, its just like normal..though i can't remember if i actually look at him when i talk to him.Dragging it to the next day, i CANNOT barely look at him. I'm sorry. It is not his fault or anybody's for that reason. I donno if it is just me...i think it is just me!

Anyways...then i told my friend about it. And she told her friend who goes by the same as me and were in the same class when the situation with me-n-this-guy started. Then, there was a story.

She said that during that time, the guy texted her to say like wanna to get to know her and we sat at the same table last night...something like that.And she felt weird because she did not know who the guy was nor has ever sat at the same table with her. So she sorta replied back to him saying that maybe he got misktaken because there is two person who goes by the same name in her class ak.a in mine's too. ermm...do you know where this is going?So i assume that maybe he wanted to text me?hehe..Okaay..my point is, i'm so touched by that story. I'm not the famous girl at school who got guys chasing me in and out. So when something like happens, it's just touching that someone actually make that effort to ask for my number to get to know me. Should i get that text, maybe things would be different. I really appriciate things that he did during that time...just that during that time, i didn't know what i wanted and i just got out of a nasty r/ship with my so-called-ex-bf.

I hope sometime in the future, the awkwardness would dissappear. it is unintentionally and i'm really sorry if i made him uncomfortable during that period or at the training (if)- if could be just me.haha.

My say is...people, "appriciate the moments and the little things that people do for you" = )

Patient my friend.

Last week there was a blood test at my office, and after 23 years of being alive, i finally found that my blood type is B+! And i got a question, can ones blood type change?Because one of the senior lawyer there said he was B+ when he last tested, then suddently on that day they found that he was blood type O.

Is it wrong to be jealous?

My answer is NO, its not. Isn't that a good sign that means that when we are jealous, we want to get better than that person, we have the rush to improve ourself. We have a mission to be accomplish! But okay,,,this jealousy will depends on the subject matter. So i am a bit jealous of my friend, because she seem to be advancing more than me in terms of work...which is good thing for her. Dont get me wrong, she got a good thing going for her. It's just that i wish i was advancing like her or even better. Gosh, i donno, maybe he's right,,i just have to be patient. I guess eventually i will get it, so i just have to be a bit patient and be positive about it.

Talking about positivity. Some nature of work arekilling me.

1. Advisory.

Reason: Because to get started i have to know the law, and trust me, there are laws & regulations that i've never come across before nor was ever thought in law school. So what do you do, go to the library and get the real documents...that isnt so bad, only that there is only two photocopy machine, so you got to wait for your turn, and just wasted some precious amount of time. Now that the law is with you, READ it!The ones i got was something to do with RELA and Civil Defence..thank god they were only like 3/4 pages. Then comes the toughest part, because once i started reading it, its like...yaaaawwwnnn!!and i have to force myself to read it, read it,,,and i started to get real fed up because it was just making me sleepy, CLOSE it..and move on to other things. Then, sometimes during the week you open it up again and finally get the hang of it, but after consultation, you realise there's more issues!So, more reading, more consultations and then the part where i'm starting to like it,,,giving advice, though i start to wonder...betul ke ape aku buat ni?And that is why you have to consult your boss for approval.Hehe..

2. Vet a contract(s)

Oohooo...this is like so much fun (complete opposite). Have to read the whole documents which basically all of them says pretty much the same thing...and as i flip through the pages of each contracts, i realise that i no longer understands what i'm reading, but are just reading words which makes no sense to me....and so i stopped! Gatherred all my strength again!hah! and started reading it again. Its a process of suffering which requires a huge amount of patients. And when its finally done. I dont even want to look at it again. what's done is done! Get it out of my sight!

The whole week was ups and downs, there was a day when everything was going so wrong...there was also a moment that i was so pissed at something which eventually when i face it, it was actually nothing to get so upset about.huh.But it ended well. So i'm glad everything was solved.

I dont know how to end this..but i'm tired now.

Next posting coming very soon bout my next mission to adopt kittens!

taa~