Long Vacation.

My list of thoughts......

1. Need my paycheck untuk tempah baju for my brother's wedding. Yes, that's how broke i am. Havent decided on the style yet.

2. Yasuko is going to send me an animal print bed spread all the way from H-K because i told her i can't find one in m'sia.

3. Saya nk beli kereta air jagung! I already booked a test drive but i miscalculate the price, it's actually much more pricy. darn! don't tell me i have to get a myvi!

4. I'm listening to Katy Perry, if you can afford me. Fun song! Feel like dancing!

5. I should buy a shoe rack to put my shoes. The only problem is i am not sure there is enough space there...hmmm.

6. I soooo god love starbucks iced-mocha with no whipped cream and its tuna chicken sandwich.

7. I need a travelling friend to go overseas. I have Shauki, but i want to stay in rooms! Ah whatever, where to next Sharky?

8. I have one pending work that needs to be settle by this week. Only problem is, i don't have a clue.

9. My girlfriends and boyfriends are the best friends i could ever ask for. They just know how to light up my day = )

10. "Miss passport please" "It's okay, im malaysia. ic ok?".

"You ni ade mix chinese ke"

"lainkali bagi _ _ _ _ pegi, xde kena marah2. die nmpk org cantik2 ni xda nk marah

--->motive????

11. Someone said, just a random question, would you date a pilot or an engineer. I said, idc, xde beza kot. He said, but pilot is more tempting right? I replied, err..yela kot. I check, he's a pilot. Motive again???

12. I wonder when i'm actually going to finish reading Barack Obama, dreams of my father. I can't seem to finish reading chapter one. It's not that it doesnt interest me, but the language is outta my league. I gets me frustrated trying to get the hang of it.

13. There's also another one, Are you afraid to fall in love. I don't know why i ever bought it. The title itself if so lame. Haven't finish it, because i do think it's lame. The girl has a bf, but think he's boring and wants more...can't you just be happy and grateful! Why fall in love with him in the first place...

14. I'm thinking of a job change. hhmmm. A friend of mine, went from legal to fashion. Huh. drastic change.

15. My official weight is 42kg. Not good. i was 44kg for as long as i can remember. How did i loose so much weight. I need to eat more. must buy protien bar. chocolate milk. But i only had scrammble eggs for dinner. Not helping!

16. I wonder when i'm going to be removed out of the list of blog. Still waiting.

17. I have bowling match this weekend with my officemate. Let's kick ass abg zairul and kam!!

18. My best friend, fiza just got engaged. So happy for you dear! nampaknya kita kena cari kawan lain untuk jadi pengapit masa wedding kita nnt, because fiza sure dh kawin by then. teringat mase you two gado, i jadi orang tengah, eyo selalu call tanya awak kat mana. = )

19. My resolution for 2010 is to stay single, is that right? yes. But that doesnt mean i can't fall in love. I never count that out. I cant help it. Its the best feeling. = )

20. I love you. The thought of leaving you hurts. But i think it is for the best. I might start another one with another version. I'm taking a break from blogging. It has helped me in a lot of ways to express myself as way to let go my stress, sadness and every other feeling. But as for now, i no longer see it as a beneficial way of expression. So i'm taking a break.

Thank you for reading my list.

Don't worry, you will still hear from me.

XOX,
Love,

Pretty_Happy21

p/s: Im thinking of changing my nick to bikini something...haha. Enjoy the song!

Home- Chris Daughtry

Somehow my lap top is going crazy, wont seem to copy paste anything or upload anything. Haih. So just listen to chris daughtry song, home okay.

Somehow that seem to be how im feeling. When i listen to it, i think of my family. When everything else in our world goes wrong, you know there's only one place, where unconditional love is always there. At home, with your family.

I havent made all the best choices in life. I admit. But i know my family is always there for me. No matter what wrong choices it is i made, i know my parents will constantly give another chance to make it right. Even though they know that the next step i take will probably just be just another wrong step. Hehe. Sorry.

Hhm..thinking of closing this blog and start another one. I dont want to write things that would hurt ppl.

The get away weekend was good.

Note from far.

You didn't break my heart.

You just hurt me.

There's a difference.

You should have never given out my number.

And there should not have been that calls.

But it's done.

Have a safe journey home.

Sometimes we just have to believe in it.

Today, i found out an unfortunate news of a friend who lost her/his faith in Islam. I've heard ppl talked about her/him, there were rumours about certain suspicious activities, but i didnt think that she/he would go that far to persue it.

As far i know her/him, she/he isn't the type of person who would do such thing. She/he didn't come from a broken family, i believe there is enough love and guidance. Education was far more than enough. It was shocking, and i share the deepest condolences for her/him.

There are many situation like her/him nowadays, but i didn't think that one day it would actually happen to a person i personally knew.

There are things in this life that you just have to believe in it. You just have to keep you faith in it and not question it. Because somethings are beyond what the human mind can comprehend. But as long as you keep your faith strong and stay true to what you believe, you will be fine. Insyallah.

Random thoughts two

I realise i have a great body!

No.

I have an awesome body okay!

So, eat your heart out people!

You can kiss my splendid hips GoodBye!

Yuuhuuu.

*excuse me, i'm super happy today.still figuring out why. ping!

It is not complicated after all.

I just came back from wathing "It's Complicated". I was surprised it was funny, and well, i'd say predictable on how the story was, but it was pleasantly enjoyable to watch.

I just knew from the begining that Jane was just feeling lonely that she hadn't anyone to feel like she's being loved, with her kids all grown up and not being at home anymore. And she, just like all of us, we want to have someone to loved and be loved(if you are normal, of course). Which is why when her ex husband showed some interest in her (and i do believe that her ex-husband is genuinely still in love with Jane, but situation change, because he's married with another, and it's not possible or not as easy as moving on to another), Janes started to response back.

She always knew it was not right. What brought them together was just that loneliness of having the need to have of someone. Even from all that they've been doing (sex), if was just lust / passion / flirt. It was never love.

It took some time for Jane to realise that there could be something special in Adam. Just perfectly imperfect, it takes time.

I enjoyed the movie very much. Merly Streep and Alex Baldwin is amazing in this film. Truly. I'll rate it 5/5!!

I might have just realise a thing as i watched this movie too.

I'm kindda relief. huh.

p/s: Sorry dla, xjadi la nak pinjam DVD you, sebab i dh ter-watched the movie. unplanned.

9 months

It has been about 9 months i started working. I should emphasis the "NINE" months. 9 months to complete a full cycle of pupillage/chambering. With that said, it is about time that many of my friends who decided to persue chambering has finished theirs'. I don't know exactly how many of them, but i know that it is within this month many of them will sucessfully achieved it. i know one person who has. As i look back, i probably would have chambered with her if i choosed that path. I remember during the days when everyone was searching for a spot in a firm, she and i would do the same. We went on different interviews and was offered in different places, but i had still considered it when she asked me if i would like to chamber with her as her firm is vacant for one more. Now that place is taken by another friend of mine.

Today i texted her, and she told me sheis happily taking a break at her hometown in K.K Sabah. She had finished her chambered and her long call is due on the 23rd of April. She invited me to come. I would love to! I'm so proud of her. I always believed in her. Somehow i am so excited for her. I believe it is another one of those achievement in life worth celebrating and worth taking a break for couple of weeks or a months before venturing a step further in your career.

Taking this opportunity to say congratulations to all my friends who has and will be ending their pupillage soon. Pupillage is the exact term actually. How could we forget right? Mr.Rajes reminded us aalllll the time.

This is specefically dedicated to CK and Hani. Congrats CK! and Hani, i'll Congrats you in advance okay! = )

It's funny, that sometimes i feel that my friends are living out my dreams. But the truth is, my time will come. That feeling of content takes time. So have a little patient.

Oh, 9 months also completes the full cycle of pregnancy.