Sila freak out.

To add to this interview agony, i asked the HR this morning and she said i will interviewed by the Legal Manager himself. The company has a legal department consist of only the Legal Manager himself and he is looking for an assistant, which is the post i appplied for. The written assestment will be legal! great!! This feels like an examination. The last time i sat for an exam was 2 years ago.

Until, then...i have Muar to worry about first.

Scared. Nervous.

1. Takutnya nak pegi Muar hari Khamis appear depan Dato' Ummi! File mcm problem, mesti dia akan banyak tanya, nak jawab apa? kalau die tak puashati dgn jawapan mcmana? worse yet, mcmana kalao dia baling file? Perlu tangkap ke? Tips from senior kata jangan tangkap. Tapi kalao kertas semua nanti dah berterabur, perlu ke pick it up? Ramai tuuu org dalam court.. Malunya nak take a bow of shame!

2. Dah la cuak about the above, i also have never drove to Muar on my own! Finding my routes and directions are not my best forte.

 

3. Interview itself is just horrifying. The agony of waiting and putting yourself in a spot to be judge by people is definitely not on my list of the most-awaited experience.

I have a job interview on Friday. I am very estrange to the particular area and I can't find the strenght and time to study on it. So if they ask me, i'll be honest and say industry is not my area of practice but guess what, none of it was, but i learn when i get the job. And i get the job done.


The only positive thing about interview is you get to see what you're worth, prospect of a better job and a bigger pay slip. I don't know about those who go to interview for the experience, i can't reconcile that. Not all roller coasters are worth the ride. Definitely not this one.


I hope i get a good offer because that's the only reason i applied for the job. The work scope isn't really what i look for, but i've had it with my current place which gives me no reason to stay.


* Recently i dreamt someone came to my house and proposed, and without even thinking (of course, who has time to think in dreams?), i just accepted it. Afterwards, when all the ceremony was over, i begged my mother to stop it. hah! Anyways, i felt a little bit weird that i had that dream so in the morning, i browsed a little about interpreting dream and i read that if you dreamt as such, it means that soon you are going to get a better job. I wonder, is this coming interview it?


4. My interview has a pre-assessment-written. Not good at all on my side. I only have a day to prepare for it, and on that one day i have to go to Muar. Just perfect!! Bila nk prepare? bila???



P/S Wish me luck!

Sometimes what you say it gonna come back twice.

I have this friend, a female friend. I confessed that i dislike her. And to be honest, i don't feel guilty of doing so because some people are just hate able. So it's not me, it her with the problem because a lot of people just don't like her as well. And trust me, there is a perfectly valid reason for doing so. Just adding to the sourness, i have not in my life come across anyone who said that they are fine with her. She has issues with everyone. LOL.

Recalling pass history, they say what's done is done. But life really has a way of slapping you back in your ass. I mean this girl, i find her annoying because she brags and complaints about the little things in life. I would find it acceptable if she were to come from a rich wealthy family, that she has to complaint about taking a bus to class and not attending a wedding because she finds it intolerable to be in the hotness under the sun, why people would spend hundred of dollars to be slim..etc..etc...She's more into that complaining, she goes to the extent of questioning how and why people would go through that because she wants it too but she doesn't want to go through those experience which according to her seems intolerable. I mean, seriously Miss F, are you Kate Middleton? If you want it, just go do it, it is not like you have to walk the mountains and go through the jungle.

Right. So i recall this one moment where she talks and criticise why people would go on and off with their tudung. Bla Bla Bla and so on. I swear at that moment i was rolling my eyes and swore for her to just shut up and stop talking like she's a goddess!

Finally away from her now, i can only say my prayer to those who are stuck with her.

After a few years now, i heard and confirmed the rumours that she is now free hair, like totally off with her tudung. People are shocked of course by her move because she always seem to be so 'decent'. But i just laughed out loud. Her comment for her change was "people change". My comment: Finally after hidding under that innocent looks and criticizing ppl, you decided to be them huh? Well, good for you. And a little pityful i might say.

I always have this one word to best described her-hypocrite.

And it still does well to describe her.

Congratulation for living up to that expectation!

p/s jilat ludah sendiri. how does it taste girl?

Had it

Annoying.Annoying.Annoying.

Nak muntah.nak muntah.nak muntah.

Fed up.Fed up.Fed up.

Seriously i can't spend another minute in this place.

I'm sorry, i do care deeply and like some of the people here, but i can't be here anymore.