A story too late.

It's been a really busy week this last week!I had to finish drafting my first affidavit and boy, does it takes a lot of effort and work.Thank god there were many people there who are already experts in it to guide me. On top of that, i had to go to an advisory training for two days, which got my affidavit pending its completion.But on friday i managed to get it done, and by next it can be filed (i hope).

The advisory training was just like any other training, where the first partwas just listening to talks and the second part was the practical part....only to find out later that someone who i thought was not coming to that training suddently showed up...which is like awkward for me when i see him because i didnt know how to actually response to him. Well, you see it's because the last time we saw each other, the situation was kindda like hanging. Things did not resolved, and it got to the point that we both we were avoiding each other.And if there were any chances that we were going to get bumped into each other, of yeah, we will not take that chances.

I guess its a good thing that we bumped into each other that day because sooner or later since we're in the same service, we are going to need each other. But its awkward!so okay, first we just bumped into each other and so we exchange smile.Thats fine with me.Totally cool and safe as we didnt have to talk.Then there is a second time, where he got kindda lost and i guess i'm the only one there who he can ask.So basically...can i say its like we were forced to talk?The conversation there wasn't so bad, its just like normal..though i can't remember if i actually look at him when i talk to him.Dragging it to the next day, i CANNOT barely look at him. I'm sorry. It is not his fault or anybody's for that reason. I donno if it is just me...i think it is just me!

Anyways...then i told my friend about it. And she told her friend who goes by the same as me and were in the same class when the situation with me-n-this-guy started. Then, there was a story.

She said that during that time, the guy texted her to say like wanna to get to know her and we sat at the same table last night...something like that.And she felt weird because she did not know who the guy was nor has ever sat at the same table with her. So she sorta replied back to him saying that maybe he got misktaken because there is two person who goes by the same name in her class ak.a in mine's too. ermm...do you know where this is going?So i assume that maybe he wanted to text me?hehe..Okaay..my point is, i'm so touched by that story. I'm not the famous girl at school who got guys chasing me in and out. So when something like happens, it's just touching that someone actually make that effort to ask for my number to get to know me. Should i get that text, maybe things would be different. I really appriciate things that he did during that time...just that during that time, i didn't know what i wanted and i just got out of a nasty r/ship with my so-called-ex-bf.

I hope sometime in the future, the awkwardness would dissappear. it is unintentionally and i'm really sorry if i made him uncomfortable during that period or at the training (if)- if could be just me.haha.

My say is...people, "appriciate the moments and the little things that people do for you" = )