Holidays makes us miss the people that we love.

Wouldn't you agree with the title of my post?

It's so ironic how at times when i'm feeling this way, I get many happy news from the people around me. My brother is getting engage tomorrow. How excited right? Only that i know, the next possible question that everyone is going to ask me is when will be mine's? I usually couldn't care less about it when people asked me, but since i just had my heart broken, Oh god, i would love to just slap anyone who ask me that starting tomorrow. And i just saw a status on my FB, a friend of mine who just got engaged! Not really a surprise because the couple..well, i donno but people just know that they are going to do it (as in tie the knot or going in that direction). With all the happy feedbacks i read, i too would be happy for them. Only that, i just feel so sad and i could cry at just any moment while writing this, thinking how much i miss a certain person. I really do. Okay, i'm crying now. And all these holidays, just reminds me even more. Isn't it weird sometimes i just want to wish him merry xmas or happy holidays as friend-to-friend basis, but it's just not possible anymore. It's not possible for any relationship at any level anymore. Oh ya, forgot to mention my schoolmate, arip is getting engaged too tomorrow. Congrats!Both my bro and arip. Will post pictures in my FB!

Did i mention that people at my office are setting me up with a guy/guys.Me- not into it. And so is me sister, they're trying to set me up with the neighbour's son who btw, is cute i admit and has a very good financial prospect which is a very good quality we all look for. Me-not into it either.

Holidays.Holidays.
Who would have thought it would bring such misery.