So here i am spending my last few hours of this long vacation before i head for the usual routine of .....
Sleep - Wake up - Quick Morning Shower (rushing of course) - Drive - Work - Stress - Blur - Never Enough Time - Skip Lunch - Drive Back Home with work still lingering in my head - Home (work again, yeah right~) - Sleepless Night in event there is a trial the next morning - repeat that for the the next at least 365 days.
So i haven't studied anything yet. Just so you know, im starting a new career. I'm still a lawyer, just that i decided to try out other areas of practice. So i'm starting fresh again. I thought i'd be a good idea to read up a little and freshen up some knowledge that's been left in the dusty box for awhile now. It's been prolonged since last week, you know the whole raya mood...who has mood to even open up a book right??? Still, i need to do this, which i haven't yet (of course) because otherwise i wouldn't be writing this.haha! But at least i made an effort, im at old town right now, considering if i sit at home that is a likely hood that i'd be just sleeping, so i decided to go out. And i did bring a book, only to realise it was the wrong one! So i still got tonight to browse through it a little. Should be okay. I think. I hope. Oh God Please let it be okay!
To make myself better, i remember during my varsity days, last minute study always works. I know some of you people might think what's the freaking out about all this, i mean its just the first day of work, you'll learn it eventually when the task is handed..etc...Well, im a skema (nerd) person. Plus im not such a genius. Plus im kindda boring too. Im not very spontaneous. Everything has got to be planned out accordingly. I remember a friend told me; girl you are too calculative. Sighs!
p/s there's even a book on boring people. just look at the title.jeez.on that note, im fine with what i am. to change?absolutely not.
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