The List.

This year, instead of making resolutions, i decided to come up with a List. A List of the best times i had in 2010. Because 2010 was all about re-eveluating, re-think and realizing what's best for me. = )

Best Vacation

A trip to Seoul Korea with my two friends, Lyn and Tania was the best oversea vacation ever. The city was beautiful, the people was beautiful and the trip was memorable. I have only good things to say about Korea and it's people. You can speak different languages (sometimes it's like cats and dog) but the Korean are always willing to help you with a smile. I went there with almost zero knowledge of their language, but i enjoy every bits and moments there. I felt part of the community despite our differences. I'd say when it comes to hospitality, Korea is the best so far and i have a feeling it will stay on my top spot for quite some time.

Our new travelling friend -Kak Mar!

I checked last year resolution on 2010, i had hoped to go for an oversea trip. Achieved!



Best New Person

This might sound cliche, but yes, i did meet and got to know someone who initially i can say, we have become very good friends. Should i mention her name? She is one of my lawyer colleague. I think it is nice to have her around because since we're in the same fraternity, she gets me, and i get her (sometimes, haha). We also bought the same Padini top, and accidentally wore it on the same day! Lol.

Best Work Related

These past few months, i got assigned quite often to meetings and workshops which was organized at hotels or resorts. That was a good experience for me, because it's kind of nice to get to work somewhere other than in the office. Lol! Although it is also tiring, thinking of the workloads undone at the office and all the packing and unpacking gets a little exhausting now and then. But the best one is that now i am able to go to C*&$%! (i won't elaborate further). I am looking forward for more exposure and experience there. = )

Remember to always look good. Wherever. Whenever. Work with style. HAHA!! (i'm so full of myself)

I checked last year resolution, Q and C is put on hold for marketable issue. C might not be in the plan soon.

Most Inspiring Person

Tn. N is the most amazing and inspring person i ever meet profesionally. I admire his knowledge and skills in law. He was the first person i meet when i first step into the office. The first word he said got me mesmerized because i know too little at that time, but even now as i know, he still amaze me. Besides his knowledge and skills, i admire him for his humbleness, patient and the willingness to help and guide people like me. I think he is a good mentor, and i just wished i had more time to learn from him. The office will not be the same without him in 2011. But no doubt 2011 will be more promising for him at his new place.

I hope in the future i will get another opportunity to work with him. Because it was indeed a pleasure.

Silliest Question

My friend calls this the 'magic question for magical moment'.hahaha! Okay, so how do i put this..It's like this, i meet someone in Labuan from another department, and I had a awkward moment with his superior when he went and said to me pesonally that this person is a nice guy and all, and he's still single, and he likes japanese and chinese looks girl..blablabla..stuff like that. I was taken back by surprise by that statement which got me lingering in my mind for days why did he said those stuff like that to me?

A few days back from Labuan, i meet his superior again. We got in the same lift and there were just the two of us in there. I opened up my big mouth and spill of the magic question! I asked him why he said all that stuff to me about that guy. Hahahahaha! Okay,,seriously i don't know what i was thinking! The question kindda just pops out of curiosity. Literally after i got out of the lift, i scream to myself in the hallway! I admit, that was the stupidist question ever came out of my mouth for 2010. I need to shut my big mouth from now on. Malu juga lah sbb nmpk sgt perasan kot.haha.

I do need to take Hani's advice, i need to learn the art of asking, instead of being too direct. Kahkahkah.



 best gathering-pure happiness on each faces, haha!



Overall on this year- it has many phrases for me. The first phrase was filled with tears (you know, getting own guilt and over someone. duh~). Second phrase involve some drama (being attacked by an ex-gf of somone. Lol! phychopath in the making right there girl). Third part was drama-free (compose myself, staying out of any crappy r/ship, meeting new people, new chanllanges at work.. = ) )

This year opened up my prespective on certain aspect of life including, that sometimes we do get blinded by the people we love. We can't see what we're missing because we're not seeing it. It is only when we put the puzzles together, we realize that how can we not see it coming? But it's okay. i learn to forgive myself and learn that you should not stick around and put up with those who doesn't have the word 'respect' in the vocabulary. I believe in the saying that "you should know what you are worth". Don't stick around when they're not worth it and leave because you deserve better.

Antara calon pengapit aku. tgk2 dia yg kawin dulu..ahaha!

2010 is the year i took to myself. I took the time to be make it on my own, to get to know myself more and put myself together after a few breakdowns. I had a space to myself. Most of the time was spend with my friends which made me realise i have definitly choosen the right click of friends. All those friends that were always beside and behind me, are still now standing with me giving me their support. I cannot thank you them enough for being there for me and help me get through those rough moments.

Despite everything thats happen this year, i have to confess that i have not been such a good person. Better improvement needed for next year. But to say if i regret saying some offended things to certain people? Absolutly not. Another lesson this year, quit taking care of people feeling when they could care less about yours.

The many faces of me,...

 

Anxiously waiting for the days ahead, I thank God for all the gifts of life he's given me. For putting me through all the challanges. For just when my days couldn't get anymore worse, he turned the tables for me. I couldn't ask for more but be blessed. I am at a place now where i could not have imagine i could be when the year started.

I can smile and laugh till my stomach hurt because i'm truly happy. I can enjoy ridicilous love songs without throwing my pillow at the tv screen screaming "lier" (joking. never did that). I can fall flat on my face and get myself up because i'm stronger. And I can have free time without activities-though i don't enjoy it...well, still need to learn the sweetness of doing nothing like the french, like Julia Robert said in Eat Pray Love -"dolce far niente".

Seriously, i can just go on and on telling about my journey this year, but i am going to stop right now because time is ticking and a brand new year is about to start soon. Not to mention, you readers are getting bored reading this, right? Hehe..

You know, Life's too important to think about you have lost, when you've gain so much. So chill guys.

Let's just say, now..

I am doing fine, and better.

Starting tomorrow onwards, I hope i'd be great.

LIFE'S A GARDEN! DIG IT YA ALL!!

Happy New Year.
2011?
BRING IT ON!